Monday, June 2, 2008

safe word - end0sc0pic retr0grade ch0langi0pancreat0graphy

my brain has been flooded with guilt lately and i just continue to beat myself up about things i have no control of or consciously choose to do.

the last three weeks have been very difficult for me and my addictions.
i've failed miserably at everything i keep saying i'm not doing.

my life is this continuous cycle of halfass attempts at nothing.

is this where i'm supposed to be?

3 Comments:

Blogger Liam said...

hang in there...we are all exactly were we put ourselves... and with time and patience we can put ourselves ... elsewhere...

but that elswhere could end up being the same ol'place, depending on our growth, ability to learn, determination, etc... energy comin' your way...;-)

Monday, June 2, 2008 at 4:47:00 PM EDT  
Blogger eatmisery said...

It happens. Don't be so hard on yourself, but remember how far you've come already.

Chin up and move on. And try to avoid the pitfalls along the way.

Mistakes are fine as long as we learn from them.

Monday, June 2, 2008 at 8:58:00 PM EDT  
Blogger momo said...

honey babygirl,
you are not a failure....all you are is human....don't try to do everything at once...pick one small thing and when that is done, go on to the next.....

and most of all....remember you are loved.

Tuesday, June 3, 2008 at 10:15:00 AM EDT  

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