getting over the hump

I just wish u wouldve told me earlier.

I wish u wouldve trusted and believed what i said about not holding u 2
the past. I tried 2 make it clear. Such horrible judgement could get
anybody n trouble. I would say the price u paid was high but couldve been
higher.

Ive tried 2 treat u the best i can and i have listened 2 all youve said and
ive stayed the same. Ive let everything be just like i said i would. I think of
shit sometimes but id always get thru it cuz thats the past and our love is now
and we want a future 2gether. How could u let me say and do and act like i have
e? Makes me feel like shit.

And the excuse of being defined by that mistake by me is fucking
bullshit. Goddamit, what else can do or say 2 make u understand im not gonna let
the past ruin this great love? Im not just anybody else and dont fucking lump me
in w.everybody else and tell me how im gonna feel or act.

Thats bullshit. I know all this was horrible and devastating then and now.
Holding it in and all. 4 me 2 let this go i must know.

Thats all. I love you e.

then he was dead.

our love is so right
and tonight my dance is all about you