17 days later...
how does it happen that i'm in and then i'm out...
took baby girl north yesterday to start the holiday up there. on the 28th, both girls come home for a week or so for the holiday at home.
it's strange to think that we will wake up on ohchristmas morn and there won't be any reason to get out of bed except to let the dogs out to pee.
there's been a new addition to this insane household. a four month old engrish bull aptly named tank. she's fucking awesome already.
she's fit in nicely with the pack and has taken to big brown like a pup to a mother.
the cats aren't too sure about her but that's to be expected. heh...
had my stress.test last week after two abnormal e.kay.gees. both e.kay.gees showed anteri0r infarcti0n. that's freaking damage.
i've been scared shitless since the first test at my primary. they couldn't schedule me for the stress.test til jan 7 so i called a cardi0l0gist and got in three days later.
the longest 9 minutes of my life was spent on that damn treadmill. i was totally white knuckling it the last 3 minutes hanging on as i ran to keep up.
but the e.kay.gee from the test was normal. however, i don't know the results from the pictures taken before and after yet.
it's all anxiety. every symptom has been anxiety.
some things i just can't deal with that well.
but i'm learning new ways.
and the val.ium helps tremendously.
heh...
and so does the tanker...
took baby girl north yesterday to start the holiday up there. on the 28th, both girls come home for a week or so for the holiday at home.
it's strange to think that we will wake up on ohchristmas morn and there won't be any reason to get out of bed except to let the dogs out to pee.
there's been a new addition to this insane household. a four month old engrish bull aptly named tank. she's fucking awesome already.
she's fit in nicely with the pack and has taken to big brown like a pup to a mother.
the cats aren't too sure about her but that's to be expected. heh...
had my stress.test last week after two abnormal e.kay.gees. both e.kay.gees showed anteri0r infarcti0n. that's freaking damage.
i've been scared shitless since the first test at my primary. they couldn't schedule me for the stress.test til jan 7 so i called a cardi0l0gist and got in three days later.
the longest 9 minutes of my life was spent on that damn treadmill. i was totally white knuckling it the last 3 minutes hanging on as i ran to keep up.
but the e.kay.gee from the test was normal. however, i don't know the results from the pictures taken before and after yet.
it's all anxiety. every symptom has been anxiety.
some things i just can't deal with that well.
but i'm learning new ways.
and the val.ium helps tremendously.
heh...
and so does the tanker...
1 Comments:
I LOVE that dog and LOVE that name!
However, I'm still a sucker for a big brown lab. Heh.
I hope you're well and that everything turns out postitive for you. I'm thinking good thoughts for you, my friend.
Peace.
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