disenchantment

I have a terrible habit of getting stuck on something and not letting go.
Ive done this for years with J.
And its all come to a painful, juicy, greenish and infected head.

Shes going thru such bullshit with her babydaddy in court. She is so afraid that shes going to have her behavior critiqued in court. Therefore, she hardly ever wants to go out with me. And i respect that because who wants to have a night out with a woman at a gay bar brought up in court by your babydaddy attorney.

But when shes gallavanting with a different guy every month and posting shit all over fb with photos and check ins from every goddammed bar in the area....  im beginning to see the big picture.

And im over it.