if i only knew it would be the last full day

I love you. Talked about coke w.R last nite. He wanted 2 know what got me 2 quit. I said i knew i was going 2 die and was able 2 say no one day. But yer the one, the only one i have 2 thank 4 that. You, the love of my life. I love you.

I deleted 150 msgs this morning. Its raining. Am i n tampa? No, but i will b next wk. Im coming 2 see you, love you, hold you, kiss you, lay w.you, laugh w.you and just be w.you. Im so looking 4ward 2 it e. I cant wait. Its just around the corner.

Love love love love love love love love loue love love love love love love love love love love love

I just love everything about you e.

the day started like all the rest.

we were sooo looking forward to being able to see each other the following week. we needed the time together.

but the conversation deteriorated as the day ran it's course.

and now, the pain won't ease.