is that so wrong?
i'm really beginning to hate this outlet.
well, i think i've always disliked it to an extent, but lately, i've grown so weary of feeling like i need to post something. i guess that's why people drop out of of sight with it all after a time - it just gets old.
or something like that.
it's offered so much yet lacks so much. it's easy to have expectations and all that but when nothing comes through, all i can think is "what's the point, eh?"
but that's pretty much how i view most things now.
what's the point, eh?
i've got to write a research paper for biology. something that relays my understanding of cell function.
i'm open to suggestion.
hell. what's the point?
well, i think i've always disliked it to an extent, but lately, i've grown so weary of feeling like i need to post something. i guess that's why people drop out of of sight with it all after a time - it just gets old.
or something like that.
it's offered so much yet lacks so much. it's easy to have expectations and all that but when nothing comes through, all i can think is "what's the point, eh?"
but that's pretty much how i view most things now.
what's the point, eh?
i've got to write a research paper for biology. something that relays my understanding of cell function.
i'm open to suggestion.
hell. what's the point?
blahblah blah blah blahbiddyblah blah.
why did i pay for a post office box today?
i'm already beginning to think that was a waste of money.
shit. most everything i put my money on is a waste lately.
2 Comments:
Why on Earth would you need a P.O. Box?
I miss you. I certainly hope 2007 is a better year for both of us. Sigh...
By the way, Big Brown looks like he's the one who runs the house in that picture below. He must be so tired from having wrapped all those gifts.
Everyone realizes at certain points that all our activities are pointless...wastes of energy and time. But then we wake up one morning and find that we have reached a new level, and everything again has purpose and clarity…(well, maybe not everything...;-)~ But we write and do the other things we do because we must to feel creatively fulfilled... Then again, sometimes it really is pointless...;-)~
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