of significance

two days of nonstop msgs, back and forth.
that friday was painfully slow - especially the ride north.
but i still managed to get there before you took off for lunch.

we kept talking about how much we wanted it but knew how wrong it was, too much in common that would be screwed up in the end.
but we wanted it and knew how right it was and longed to feel complete with each other.

you pulled up when i was taking some things to the laundry room.
we couldn't get to each other fast enough.
we just wanted the kiss.

then he said that sealed the deal - he was coming back that night.
he had some things to do after work and run some deals and he'd be back for the night.

it was a long evening waiting on him to come back.
but the msgs kept going back and forth.

it felt just like it should have.
like the first time.

no more nervousness or anxiety.
nothing but love.

all night long.

we were still awake when the sun came up - a night of wondrous love.
content in our hearts and full of joy, we became one.

the fog disappeared as the morning heated up - the pine forest was thick.
the day spent happy and full of ideas.

secrets passed and truths revealed,
first times and too many times.
all protected and safe.

when our time was over that first weekend, my heart broke some. but i knew your love and i knew it would never end.

so much love
so little time.

always in my heart.