two months ago

I woke up a few times during my sleep. As soon as i opened my eyes, you are on my mind. With no effort e, im always thinking of you. Thats my life. Thinking of you, wanting you, wanting us.

I miss you and i love you.

I love my baby, my friend, my soulmate, my everything.

We are strong enuf 2 get thru whatever comes our way and the future-that same future we both seek-well thats the BIG payoff.

True love and happiness. We want it, we deserve it, and we will have it

Do you know that i love you more than anything n this world? Do you know that i will always love you this way? Do you know you are the most special person n the world to me? All this means you are everything. Everything.

Like i said earlier, im not gonna stop loving you e. In fact my love grows every day.

It just continually grows. Its the greatest thing. I love it.

when i woke up on october 16 and turned on my cell, these txt msgs came through.
they showed up in my email, too.

i miss him so much.