ductus deferens

i'm supposed to be doing anatomy work. we haven't had a teacher all night so we are banished to the learning resource center to blow off a few hours complaining about the school.
every single person in the room has been bitching about the politics/rules/regulations/disclaimers that the school has.
i want to say "get the fuck over it. you knew, as soon as you signed the financial aid paperwork for $35,000 that there would be problems somewhere down the line!"

but i just sit back and smile.
fuck'em.

therapy has been good. had an extra session today - ran into my dr in the neighborhood so we ended up in the park talking for an hour (the same park where i used to meet the car man. how's that for therapy chatter?).
honesty in my relationships is paramount. starting to figure out some things about myself - things that i've pushed away and not thought about.
wondering if it all really is tied up in a big knot after all.

been writing some - personal rather than general.
all in the effort to be open and honest.

i guess it's all going to come back to that in the end.