whoever said anyone has a right to give up?

mimosas (what a great morning/night/any time drink, A), 7&7s, beers, mint juleps (my mom makes the BEST), brandy/whiskey old fashioned (quite refreshing, too), red/blush wines (had to make sure i'm not really a red wine fan), scotch and waters (ya, not so much), white lightning (momma says moonshine's the devil), whiskey sours(yahuh), pina coladas (ohya)...

i can't think of any others.
that might conclude the list of things i've consumed in december 2006. at least alcohol-wise.

vicodin, xanax, lexapro, darvocet, lorcet, the mary jane, two morphine patches... uh - a ton of aspirin, and even more zantac.

i heart the -cet family.




i'm not one to make resolutions. when i do, it's always to stop biting my nails. ya - that usually lasts about two days and as soon as i realize my finger is back in my mouth, it's too damn late.
nail gone.

this year, i've got to make more of an effort.

but not with my nails.

refined sugars and the mind numbing alterations i love so much.
that's where the effort is.

. . . . . .

and to the little girlz mommy that found me via the profile system - please accept my most sincere apology for not relaying the info sooner.
just keep in mind - things are incognito for a reason 'round here.

there are some folks i just don't want to find me.

but you were never one of them.
heh..

. . . . . .

one more thing, A - you ever get some sound?

hey, my love
i came to you with best intention
you lay down, you give to me just what i'm seeking
say, my love you drive me to distraction

hey, my love do you believe that we
might last a thousand years
or more if not for this
our flesh and blood it ties
you and me right upside, we celebrate

oh, celebrate we will
cause like is short but sweet for certain
hey, we climb on two by two
to be sure these days continue
things we cannot change

hey, my love you came to me like wine
come to that mouth
grown tired of water all the time
you quench my heart, and love
you quench my mind, celebrate