two more clean games and a 500 series

it's a fact.
things happen for a reason.

right?
not that we have to understand the reasons, just that it's cosmic balance.
or something.

?


this past friday, i had lunch with a friend. lots of cold beer and good lunchtime food outside on a deck. by the end of the meal, i had some weed in a cigarette box in my backpack.

i'm three weeks into my first clinical rotation that will last for seven more weeks (10 weeks at the nursing home). after these ten weeks, we will be placed at a site for "real life" scan experience.
some of the sites do require background checks and drug screens.

but i've got seven weeks and i've got some weed in my backpack!

and last night in class, i was given a card from the clinical person at school (that does all the arranging and crap for anything "clinical").
it was her business card with some writing on the back.
my (only) friends in class didn't get cards - neither one of them.
the guy in front of me did and a few folks on the other side of the room. ended up being 5 out of 17.

orientation
background check
sealed mailed drug screen
immunizations

i don't know what the time frame is on this and i'm scared to death.
unfortunately, my state does not endorse medical marijuana. but don't think i wouldn't try to play that trump card (and still seriously thinking of doing so in some capacity).

tomorrow is the clinical gal's long day so she will be in her office when i show up for class at 6. i'm seriously going to pull her into her office and close the door and lay it on the line. that i'm not prepared to take a drug test at this time and am going to drag it out as long as i can, until i do feel comfortable taking a drug test.

three weeks.
that's all i need.

my dear friend would be so upset with me.

i know they can't kick me out of school for delaying paperwork.
lord knows that my school is slow to post monthly tuition payments, so every other month, i get a statement for $3800 rather than $1900, even though it's payed on time every month.

all i needed to do was not give into the temptation of it.

fuck me running.

and what the fuck is wrong with the page? why is my sidebar..
fuck.
i'll deal with it later.
maybe.

karma police, arrest this girl,

her hitler hairdo, is making me feel ill

and we have crashed her party

this is what you get, this is what you get

this is what you get, when you mess with us