the day before the end

hematoma hemangioma melanoma atherosclerotic ischemic adenocarcinoma infarction and i just don't care any more.

last night's physics test was like a nail in the coffin.
thank god for the 5 bonus points or i wouldn't have gotten a 79.

tonight is the pathology final and after sitting through the review last night, i feel like i don't know anything. and when you are facing an exam with 60 fill in the blanks - well, ya.

tomorrow is my last day at the nursing home (yea!) and then the physics final. there will be no time to study tomorrow so i guess i'll pull ANOTHER all nighter.

i think that's what's getting me down the most - lack of sleep.
but my brain just won't let me sleep until my body just gives up. and even then, my brain still doesn't rest any.

i've been coming to my mom's to study since they are out of town. there are too many distractions at home (laundry, sweeping, plants, back porch that needs to be bleached, bathrooms need to be cleaned..... the list is long) and here, i can spread my shit out all over the table and dive in.
but i usually find myself being startled awake an hour or so later with a flash card stuck to my cheek.

but it's time for a break right now and i think i'm going to drive the ferrari to starfucks for coffee.
but which ferrari shall i drive.... ?

gah. how cliche is that?