bad luck day*
i'd like to say that i won't be doing much today since it's friday and i don't have class or anything but i'm swamped.
a new research paper to write (that is due wednesday), the first quiz on tuesday (urinary system), and a ton to catch up on since i skipped class last night.
ya. i did the unspeakable.
i skipped class and went to a friend's house and got drunk instead.
and it was sooo much better than class could ever be.
after the time spent, it makes me want to not go to class anymore and just hang for that time on the other side of the bay.
it's almost like some sort of alternate reality over there that i could easily slide right in.
and in a weird way, this is the first time i've felt any sort of positive genuine emotion in months.
all the while, being surrounded by subtle reminders of a love that once was.
*next week will be nine months.
it truly takes forever to heal such sadness.
a new research paper to write (that is due wednesday), the first quiz on tuesday (urinary system), and a ton to catch up on since i skipped class last night.
ya. i did the unspeakable.
i skipped class and went to a friend's house and got drunk instead.
and it was sooo much better than class could ever be.
after the time spent, it makes me want to not go to class anymore and just hang for that time on the other side of the bay.
it's almost like some sort of alternate reality over there that i could easily slide right in.
and in a weird way, this is the first time i've felt any sort of positive genuine emotion in months.
all the while, being surrounded by subtle reminders of a love that once was.
*next week will be nine months.
it truly takes forever to heal such sadness.
1 Comments:
did i misread “...positive genuine emotion...” in drunkenness? i’ll need to ponder that for awhile... unfortunately, alcohol and such won’t lead to the independent self-sufficiency that you seem to be working for... not my rule...but frequently observed...
sending energy your way...;-)
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