edit - sweetened condensed milk

it takes 8 minutes longer for the sun to rise than it did a month ago.
there are too many premature babies born at my hospital*.
too many of said babies need brain scans because they are so young, we have to rule out ivh.
i know what death looks like.
it's getting more difficult to cut the link on the other side of the bay.
only 12 weeks of school left.
i'm really looking forward to time in the woods.
and i'm just strapped. unemotional, unresponsive, uninterested...

but this too shall pass.

*i guess i can call it 'my hospital' since the end of january, i will put in 35 hours a week.
and it's slowly eating my brain so ya, it's my hospital.

feel good, A.