12/12/08

that's my last day of my extended rotation.
on the applications i've submitted, my 'date available to work' date is 12/15/08.
i'm going to need the damn weekend and make any attempt at reclaiming my life as i once knew it.

it's been a long ride since april when i started my full rotation.
i've learned a lot and i've experienced quite a bit.
there have been some good friends made and the complete loss of my uterus.

things are changing quickly, i can feel it.
my family situation that has been on shaky ground for some time - it's still on shaky ground. but my husband isn't drinking any more. is that supposed to be my consolation prize?
call it what you will. it makes up for nothing.

on sunday, i caught big girl and her current boyfriend making out in her room. it was a slap in the face - a reality i thought i wouldn't have to deal with for quite some time.
but the reality is - she's 14. she might be recently baptized but she's still a horny kid.

and since i'm scamming a signal at work and my tech just came in.....

xo.