#401

i'm at work. for the next few weeks, i'm on 4:30p to 8:30p. a measly few hours a day.
of course, i'm on call this week from the moment i clock out at 8:30 to 8 the next morning.
sigh...

been trying to shop for a platf0rm bed online since i can't find shit in any store. i wish i lived in some metropolitan area with supercool stores that would have in stock exactly what i'm looking for.

thurs, i have an appt with my ink guy. i'm looking forward to it more than the sun coming up in the morning.
i think i'm going to end up absolutely covered when it's all said and done.

the girls are gone this week, too. big girl is with my mom at a family reunion in a mountainous state. baby girl is with her dad, taking a dance class with some cousins.
i miss them both terribly.

the house is so quiet. there is no cooking going on. no lights are turned on nor a tv.
again - sigh...

i think i'm going through some sort of something lately.
it's not that i feel unsettled or antsy about anything. it's more like a lost feeling.
while i've got some direction, it's not quite enough to be motivated about anything.

this, too, shall pass.
i hope.

A - let me know what your dr says before you take off for the weekend up north. while i realize you want to keep some things secret about your visit, you can't keep that sort of secret from me. heh...

gah.
i'm fucking useless at work this evening.

that can only mean one thing.
i will end up called in several times over the course of the night.