the four-one-four

are humans supposed to be monogamous their whole entire lives?
aren't there some animals - that some consider on a much lower level than humans - that are monogamous for life?

The amount of social monogamy in animals varies across taxa, with over 90 percent of birds engaging in social monogamy but only 7 percent of mammals engaging in social monogamy. [found here]

i think, on a very primitive level, humans really are not supposed to be monogamous. sex is such a basic human need and the desire for sex is such an innate trait.
and i wish it was part of our mentality to accept the fact that this is true.

just because i want to get naked with someone else once or twice doesn't mean i don't love you and appreciate you and desire you.
i just want to share that experience with someone else based on attraction alone. i don't want to leave you - i just want to fuck her.
she's beautiful and sexy and knows how to tease and play along... the attraction is there. and it makes the air thick at times...
but i want to still come home to you. i don't want a relationship with her.
i still want to fall asleep with my arms around you and wake up with your leg thrown over mine. i still want to go through this life with you by my side..

but i just want to fuck her.
just once, babe. just one time.
please?

and there's someone else, too...
but just once.

baby, please... i'm begging you...