Friday, October 16, 2009

four two two

this morning i woke up to rain.
the rain before the cold front.
the rain that will make my plants look a little better before i can sit outside and enjoy then without feeling like i'm in a sweatl0dge.

ba$eball has pissed me off. i don't like the division match ups at all.
but i'm pleased with my home team. managed to go to about 10 games this season and every one of them was great, win or loss.
but the wins were fucking great.

i'm glad my girls like ba$eball.

personally, i'm cracking up this morning.
i just don't understand how an individual can be so insecure.
how badly would you have to be burned to allow your insecurities to determine your life?
to dwell so much in what's happened to you and instigating arguments based on that.... it's fucked to the fuck up.

i've been on this hi about going to the beach.
how can anyone not want to go to the beach?

this morning, i get a txt from Y that simply said 'fuck boca.'

needle across the record.... wha'?

she won't give me an answer as of yet about why fuck the beach other than saying 'just because.'
that's so fucking juvenile.

i'm leaving town with baby girl about 3:30.
meeting mid-state about 6pm - will kiss baby girl goodbye and big girl hello.
should be back in the neighborhood by 9 at the latest.
take big girl to Js house which is the next road up in suburbia.
i will probably transport to the event tonight since i'm not going to be able to pick them up. big girl is staying tonight and tomorrow with J.

i will come by the house and make sure the cats are dealt with, pick up the small bag i have packed already, my camera, and the brown dog.

i will go to the beach without her*.


*and that totally means that she will take that as i'm having some rendezvous with someone i've been accused of pursuing (and i am not in any way doing that) and she will say - again - that she's leaving.

1 Comments:

Blogger eatmisery said...

It sounds as if Y is a master manipulator. Don't fall for any of it. You're smarter than that.

Enjoy the beach and take some awesome pictures. I can't wait to see them.

Friday, October 16, 2009 at 8:54:00 PM EDT  

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