Friday, March 5, 2010

last post jan 28

doesn't seem like that long even though it's truly seemed like four months have passed.

big change on the horizon.
hope to find the light soon.

Y is in the process of moving out.
she left work early to come get her clothes.
she's coming tomorrow with some folks to get some furniture and her dogs.

i want the cats.

there is such a sense of loss in it all.
but there is such a sense of relief at the same time.

i'd like for us to remain friends but i don't see that happening.
we would be really good friends. but to have a relationship - it just ain't happening.

baby girl hasn't even asked when Y is going to be home like she normally does. sort of weird actually.
baby girl and Y have always had a really great bond. Y was a very good mother-type person.

on the other hand, big girl and Y have always butted heads.
i anticipate big girl coming home over the summer.

remember when i traveled with my b0wling league to charl0tte a few years back? i'm doing something like that again only this time it's in el_pas0.
i'm very excited about this trip. it's going to feel great to go do something i enjoy so with people i get along with and like.
and not have to worry if Y is still going to be here when i get home.

i've also been pricing a trip north.
looking at the o5/o7 - 05/10 weekend. maybe stay in a cheap hotel out by the airp0rt.
drive up and get big girl, fly out of sav.annah nonstop to the windy city.

it's been too long.
that was such a rejuvenating trip for all involved.
and this time, i won't forget my damn camera when i show up knocking on someone's door....

1 Comments:

Blogger eatmisery said...

OMG. Hell hath frozen over because you just posted again. Heh.

And you better not forget your camera this time. There are FOUR children for you to cuddle this time.

I miss you so much, my friend. Come live here.

Saturday, March 6, 2010 at 3:30:00 PM EST  

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