the finest hour

it's been a few days. but not because i've let anyone back in and they are taking up my time...

until today, i've been a zombie. definitely the walking dead.
staying up til 2 or 3 in the morning on the phone, having a hard time falling asleep anyway, then having to get up at 6:30....
i haven't been getting a lot of sleep.

so, i've been taking baby girl to school and coming home and getting back in bed.
that's been a recipe for disaster though.
i've not gotten anything done.

but today, i've been productive.
i still didn't sleep last night.
i don't know what it is every other night - last night, it was the 7 year old that got in bed with me that kept me up after 2am.

i don't know why i didn't escort her back into her room...
that shit ain't happening again, i know that much.

Y has been begging and justifying to come back. i've stood my ground though.
you would be proud, A. very proud.

turns out that i only worked for an hour and a half on monday and not working the rest of this week. next week, i will probably work every day.

next weekend - the holiday weekend - we are going to go to the woods.
going with my auntie that moved back home and her family. should be a good time.
but i'm not going to have a camera and that kills me a little.

i will be able to get a visual on the black.berries up there though.
they've always been ready to pick end of june/first part of july.
should be interesting...

i need a haircut.