itchin'for a sandy crack

it's been a busy week. just as they always are lately..

the weekend with big girl was awesome. it was great having her home.
she wants to come home to go to college. she wants to be a math teacher.
i hope our governor is not around then..

work has left me disgruntled and impatient.
i'm feeling unsettled right now.
but i suck it up every day and do what i have to do.
we shall see how it pays off..

my house is a little chaotic lately.
it has been awesome with just my dogs and no one elses. it's been fabulous to get things accomplished. life on my terms has been wonderful.
i can't believe i let it go for so long.

but the house still feels chaotic.
getting baby girl's room swapped into the front/bigger room has left her old room a fucking mess of the shit i don't even want to deal with.
the hallway is lined with boxes of crap to deal with.
the dining room table is covered with crap, too.

sigh..

i want new furniture.
i want a new couch, a chair and a half with ottoman, dining room table, and two new mattresses (a full size for baby girl and a cali king for me).
and i want two chairs recovered.
and i want my house painted, in and out.

and i want my back yard graded to drain better and new sod.
and a pallet of flagst0ne.
and a dump truck of motivation.
and a winning p0werball ticket.

heh...

probably going to the beach this weekend with my auntie D and her family.
it would be a nice get away, even though i gotta drag 3 dogs - one of which is not nearly house broken.

was supposed to go to a fet.ish thing again this sat.
i don't even have the gumption to do that this weekend at all.
but i want to not miss the next one.

next transmission - from the sand...