all in all... we're just bricks in the wall
i had approached 3 people about going out tonight. big girl was going to stay home with baby girl and i was going to go out and have a good time.
person #1 - beat around the bush for three days before telling me they were "sort of seeing someone right now"
person #2 - blew off my original offer from monday, i asked directly last night, turned down this morning ("friends from 'my city' coming over")
person #3 - can't go out tonight because of responsibilities i will never complain about
so, it's almost 9pm. the weather is crisp, the interstate is loud in the distance. the bulldogs are in their crates for the evening - the fight about 15 minutes ago did me in so everyone is in bed.
i brought my laptop from work home with me - it's nice to have a full size keyboard and a machine that works (rather than my laptop or my phone).
i'm going to have to bring in a dog whisperer to solve this fighting problem we have with the bulls. it's because i'm not the alpha dog so they are each trying to claim that spot as theirs.
the white and black one has a face that looks like she's been drug behind a bus for a few miles.
the white and brown one - the cage match champion - has a few gashes on her neck and some teeth marks on her leg.
the person i'm bringing in is someone i went to high school with. she's a cop now and does dog training.
and yes, she's gay. she's got a girlfriend but i think i'm going to suggest going out one night with them. an opportunity to meet new and different people.
i just want to be social.
the rejection i've had the past few days has been different. it usually doesn't happen like that.
well - it's not happened like that.. til now.
i've always been the one to turn people down. but now, that's all i'm getting.
geeze... it's 9pm. it's past my bed time.
another night with no bulls in the bed.
wahoo!
person #1 - beat around the bush for three days before telling me they were "sort of seeing someone right now"
person #2 - blew off my original offer from monday, i asked directly last night, turned down this morning ("friends from 'my city' coming over")
person #3 - can't go out tonight because of responsibilities i will never complain about
so, it's almost 9pm. the weather is crisp, the interstate is loud in the distance. the bulldogs are in their crates for the evening - the fight about 15 minutes ago did me in so everyone is in bed.
i brought my laptop from work home with me - it's nice to have a full size keyboard and a machine that works (rather than my laptop or my phone).
i'm going to have to bring in a dog whisperer to solve this fighting problem we have with the bulls. it's because i'm not the alpha dog so they are each trying to claim that spot as theirs.
the white and black one has a face that looks like she's been drug behind a bus for a few miles.
the white and brown one - the cage match champion - has a few gashes on her neck and some teeth marks on her leg.
the person i'm bringing in is someone i went to high school with. she's a cop now and does dog training.
and yes, she's gay. she's got a girlfriend but i think i'm going to suggest going out one night with them. an opportunity to meet new and different people.
i just want to be social.
the rejection i've had the past few days has been different. it usually doesn't happen like that.
well - it's not happened like that.. til now.
i've always been the one to turn people down. but now, that's all i'm getting.
geeze... it's 9pm. it's past my bed time.
another night with no bulls in the bed.
wahoo!
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