having a heavy heart today

Don't know what's got me in this funk. My heart feels swollen and droopy and weak and drippy. My eyes have wanted to cry several times today.
And the constant dog fighting in my house is wearing on my one last nerve. Physically, I can not split up the bulls any more. Emotionally, I can not handle the stress of it. Mentally, I want to give a bull away.
Sometimes my day to day life has me feeling like I'm constantly chasing my own tail and I never even get a nip of it.
I need this weekend to recharge. Sleep late, stay in my pjs, eat comfort food, get depressed about my weight gain, get mad, grab a box and continue the purge.

Today has me feeling low. Tomorrow can only bring me up.