J

Remember her?
She's on my FB.
She's had her shit together for quite awhile. I think I've said before that her baby girl really straightened her ass out.
Shes made some difficult decisions lately. Through a few more relationships with absolute losers, she comes to me with everything. We see each other about every 10ish days. She's been a regular with me at my favorite drag-bar.
And I'm just as in love with her now as I was then.. however long ago that was.
She's has had my heart since I met her. I want to be in her and on her and everywhere she is all the time. I want her and her baby girl to come home to me every single day and vacation together and eat dinner together and get baby girl a tissue for her runny nose and take her everywhere...
I've always wanted to be that person for her. The one she leans on and laughs with and confides in and trust completely.
My heart hurts for her right now. I want to be with her, holding her hand, just being in each others space together. She said she will call me if she needs anything. She knows I'm the one that will always be there for her.

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