its been hard for me to sit long enough to post. since my bday, I think I have started 3 posts and never finished.
its all been about numbers and emotions.
being 41..
remembering 21..

heavy sigh. things continue to continue. work sucks more and more every day. my kids are more ungrateful every day. pain comes and goes in my neck but the pain in my left foot is on the verge of unbearable. my bulls still can't live together. and I'm tired of where I live. I need to start hammering out trip details already.