nervous excitement

I can not wait to get the next week over with.
tomorrow, my mema has her right hip replaced. the woman that I have always looked up to and loved the most.
hospital stay for 4 days, then a rehab facility for 2 weeks on average.
of course, all these time frames are quoted with no complications.
I will be there when she goes in and be there when she comes out.
then suffer through a week of work then I'm off.
ohchrist.mas and then the kid transport and then... and thEN... THE AIRPORT.

I can't want to be back where its comfortable. the city that felt like home the moment I fell off the bus...
I'm nervous about the weather. but I'm ready for what it will bring.

actually- I can't wait.