time

While I understand the whole idea of making time for what's important, some things end up suffering just the same. I can blame it on needing to be Mom and Dad, working a 50 hr week... whatever. It is what it is.

I've been so overloaded with the new job. Its so mentally draining to push papers all day. Keeping up with every single detail is about to break me.
I have to keep reminding myself that the account was a clusterfuck when I got there. The things that slipped through the cracks before I came in are rearing their ugly heads now. Prints never ordered, moulding on back order..... and guess who becomes the sacrificial lamb? Its my account now so I get the backlash.

I left work today really wanting to go back to the shop. Telling myself that I don't care how hot it is or will be, the new kid in the shop doing my job isn't up to my standards.... all the way home I justified going back to the shop.
But they gave me this opportunity for a reason. And I will succeed.